Saturday, January 08, 2011 // 1:25 PM
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I cried very badly today and also last night. I realize almost everyone that i love treat me very cold. My parent, nanaz, even my best friends. What did i do to them? Have i hurt their fellings? If yes why they didnt tell me at all?? Especially nanaz, he’s changing. Sometimes he didnt care whats my felling already. I felt everytime when we’re fight,he speak to me like it’s all my fault and all the cause started from me. I have tell him bout that it seem he forget bout that and didnt take it seriously. My heart is soo very sensitive right now,i easily terasa and heartbreak. I’ve share this felling to nanaz last nite but... he’ll never understand he’ll only say :- “ i’ll also go through that situation bha everytime.” I KNOW U BNYAK KALI SUDAH LALUI THAT SITUATION, U BIASA ODY. Yeaa i know. THAT IS U NOT ME. I never been this situation before i just need someone to comfort me. BUT YOU, huh mlas lah i want to say. If sometimes u blame that it’s all ur fault it makes me fell more guilty. AND U NEVER PERSUADE ME ANYMORE NEVER U KNOW. And u rarely cheer me up already. U only care soo them i take care of ur heart but how bout me? I realize u didnt even care bout my heart. Sorry nanaz im not blaming u but this is what i think bout u rite now. Haihhh. This week is the suckest week that i ever have,i hope January will be NOT the SOI month for me.
Well, i’ve no story for today. LAME DAY TODAY. Bye.
